My Life & Love ~ A Fairie's Tale

This life is new, though it is already twenty-four years old. This life is new because of her, and because of me. After all the heart raping lessons and the wasted time lost, this is the life that I really get to live. Without apologies and without regret ~ this is my life and I am alive in it! In this life there are some, very rare, extraordinary people who you meet and they give back all the energy and magic that reality sucks from you. They, without any effort, fill the human need to be understood, appreciated, loved and seen for who you really, really are and to be connected to another soul. So many times you meet someone and they seem to be one of your few ~ then they, like most, set out to destroy the beautiful, and therefor threatening, in you. They seek out all that is special and turn it off or take it away so that no one else will find it and show you how brilliant you are. Oh, but when you find one of those true, sparking spirits ~ how wonderful, how absolutely fucking electric life is. This life is the new after the old and torn. This is all the art and creativity that they are through me. This is the beautiful that everyone should see and know. This is the perfectness of all of you ~ one of you. The awesome creatures who I love!

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Monday, April 17, 2006

Sadness

My cousin tried to kill himself this weekend, he's fifteen and it's the second time.
I wonder if his sadness is the same as mine.
I wonder if he knows all I know and sees a limited choice of solutions, as I often do.
It occurs to me that he is braver than I, I find myself a little envious.
I hope he knows I love him, he is my beautiful baby goth teenage perfection.
I hope he knows I love him.

My Life & Love ~ A Fairie's Tale

Monday, April 17, 2006

Sadness

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