I Feel Like Crying

I have your necklace wrapped twice around my wrist, the rainbow beads and metal clip do not make me smile as once the could have. The idea of having to see you to give it back, my stomach twist and I feel ill. I moved your picture away from my sight this morning, hid the smile that always made me feel special as if i were what no one else could be. I hate that I was ever so stupid.

Every other time I said, “Only I do not feel like crying.”

Now, loving you is hurting my heart and breaking my soul.

Now, I feel like I may die.

I feel an awful lot like crying.